Tuesday, December 20, 2005 its had been one week since my last update and others also keep ask me to update.. today blue day.. really blue.. maybe coz some coz ppl said something then i feel blue or is i jus feel blue for no reason... i jus dun kno i v numb these few days.. i think i'm jus put on a happy face so ppl around me wouldn get affect... but jus today... so BLUE.. so many project ned to do... really dun lik piao piao in our group leh.. plz lah.. jus get some of ur sense and do it urself dun ned ppl ask u do wat then do wat... we also dun really kno wat to do... haiz... the paper still with me.. a bit guilty if i see the PIEH teacher tml... my life is jus ruining in my hand if i keep dun listen in class and etc.. everytime i wan to listen or do my work.. something will distract me for sure... haiz.. guess i'm really a dumb ppl... study die in sch.. work die outside... haiz.. nobody will be as 2pid as me liao... lik wat they say always last..everything also cannt do... haiz by living on tis earth i'm jus wasting the air,water and other supplies... is really 2pid sometimes i jus tell my bro tat and he would say"u siao ha.." sometimes jus feel lik crying...cry till i die... i might be the 2nd piao piao liao... sit at one corner and rot.. or maybe i'm worse tan her at least she is clever tan me... she doesn waste much of the materials on earth... life is dark for me.. and i dun even kno wat bothers me sometimes jus feel my heart is empty... and thing around me is jus disgusting... or i hav mentally prob... haha... i dun kno.. =.=? lol.. hope ppl read my blog dun get scared... even if ur get scared also bo bian... jus keep away frm me can rdy... let me be a spirit... <*]]]<| sWiM aWaY SlOwlY.. |>[[[*> 12:45 AM
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