Monday, December 12, 2005 its all abt last night... in my dream... i dream abt something tat really shock me even when i woke up the next day... is abt SRC we all walk to the toilet then suddenly i'm v moody.. then SHE keep folo us.. then i turn around and scold her and ask her leave us at once...she is v shocking (in the dream lah)... coz we really dun lik her... and blah blah(dun remember liao) jus remember i scold/ask her to leave as far as possible... =.=' dun kno coz she keep folo us then i got tis weird dream.. or i really dun lik her... but i dun kno if frm the bottom of my heart... wats my feel towards her..? do i really dun lik her? or she keep folo us till i dun lik her? or coz the way she react make me dun lik her... or becoz she betreat the friendship i hav given her? i dun kno its jus too messy rdy... everytime she stare at me i feel uncomfortable.... coz i'm guilty or coz i dun lik her...? really got a lots question now a days.. when we avoiding her... but sometimes i feel sorry for her... keep quite and being so lonely(after she break with him) sometimes i feel tat... y dun u two jus patch back lah.. then both not so lonely mah... even as frenz also can mah... but they two dun seem to interprite (spelling erroe i think) with each other well... she only keep to the gals (though i was lik tat and sometimes still lik tat)... and she is worse tan me... at least i try to talk t the boys ... though they keep "shoot" me >.< can anyone jus tell her ...? to change or stay as usual ???? whos going to do tis gd deed...? <*]]]<| sWiM aWaY SlOwlY.. |>[[[*> 1:00 AM
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